Like someone is tired

I'm so tired
Tired for like
Someone who doesn't
Know that u like him
Cuz don't hv the strength
To tell him that ''I love you''
But somehow I oso quietly
For loving him forever forever
Maybe someday I can use a louder
speaker to say to him that
''Do you know that I love you
so long long time already!But
I just don't hv the strength
to tell you.I afraid that you
will be reject me.I just want you
to know,I love you at all!!''